Oh Alex... we all have bad days.  Hang in there - things will get better.  Christmas is only a week away!!! 

Well, at least finding out the person you thought you liked is actually a horrible person is a good thing - it gives you an exceptable reason to move past the thought of a relationship.  Me, i just realized i have no chance with the person i like.  He is way out of my league and doesn't feel the same way about me.  At least if the person is horrible you can move past it, but every time i see this person i think of all the posability that i will never have, or am too shy to try for, and it hurts because every day i am further amazed by how intelligent or how nice or how funny he is in his own subtle ways.  But now i am babbling and burdening you with my problems and it is really late and i should probably go.

I hope you feel better <3

In response to your title bar - you are not alone.  If you want to talk, i am here.  Just give me a call, leave a message on xanga, or find me at school.  I know what it feels like to be alone, and it is so so...empty.  Like i said before, i am here.  Anytime.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas.

i know i feel like that sometimes too, but keep driving on and someday you'll push into a light that, evan though it isn't as bright as the sun, it will consume you with feelings of love and happiness. until that day comes we will have each other to cheer, even if im at college.

<3 lisa

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This site sign up is free. So, please signup and let me know your id. I am eager to meet you there. Dont forget to visit my xanga and message your suggestion to me. Thank you.